I was visited by an angel that sunny afternoon in May Amid sun-speckled shade lying head-in-lap with my lover on a park bench beneath the ripening Spring of our youth Her name was Emily - the angel, not my lover - and she lived in the dorm behind Dartmouth Hall It was Spring, of course and suddenly The air was filled with cherry blossoms A gentle snowburst of velvet white showering down upon our heads Amid the green And Emily was dancing around us, singing an ode to love and to the young lovers which we yet were And then, as quickly, she was gone - or going, at the very least Having delivered her message, her psalm Waking in us the realization of how good, at this very moment, it was to be us Right Now She descended to earth and resumed her merely mortal task of getting to class on time The Hebrew makes no distinction: mal'akh is messenger and mal'akh is angel The two were the same to our fathers Until now, when so many wait, brushing aside messages of love from those who hold them dear While waiting for an angel to bring them a sign It brings me to tears But even so, I am drawn to park benches Where weary mothers rest while their children run Where old couples wait in each other's quiet company Remembering springtime and cherry blossoms of their own Where the street-sullied man whose dreams have been reduced for now to three carrier bags and a cockeyed grocery cart Where he nurses his soul and asks "What now?" I can't help it - I am drawn These are sacred spaces Like my own Mount Moriah where, anointed in cherry blossoms, I was visited by an angel to renew my faith And so, donning my heart of paper wings I slow when I approach to do what little any stranger can from the passing glance of a morning's walk An earnest smile is all: to recognize the humanity the beauty that is you And pay homage to your hopes, your dreams and the untold story of the long road you have known That is all But again, why? Because I know that for this one moment in the eyes of my fathers and all they believed in By delivering this message I too am an angel |